Chapel

As I am preparing to speak in chapel tomorrow at Valley Christian Academy, I can’t help but to remember the very first time I spoke in front of a large crowd. It was in 2002 at the Sistersville Church of the Nazarene, I had just gotten back from a mission trip with 64 other teens and adults from the West Bahamas.

I know when you think of Bahamas; you probably think of gorgeous, fun attractions, the beach. I bet poverty really doesn’t come to your mind. I will never forget the experience I had there. We would walk to pick up the kids, walk to take the kids to Vacation Bible School or Sports Camp, Walk to take them home when it was over, and then walk back to go home or catch the bus.

Everyone was so friendly and welcoming. The one thing that really comes to my mind is when we ate lunch. The kids would sit on the wall and watch us eat, and we would eat a good meal. Most of the time I just couldn’t sit there and eat, I’d share my food with them. I also remember taking a bunch of shirts to the site one day and passing them out. They were so thankful for that shirt. That someone actually cared about their well-being. Brendan one of the Bahamians that I met gave me a Jesus Fish Necklace. I still have that necklace. He wanted me to have something to take back with me. I often look at the necklace and wonder how all those kids are doing and just what are they doing in life. Did we have an impact on them? Are they serving Jesus? Did they go the other way?

Now… Back to my first public speaking event. I was asked after my mission trip to share my story. Now, I just shared a little bit. I remember just as plain as day how nervous I was. My “Grams” was sitting in the back row as she always did. I was scared. The thoughts that were going through my head were: Am I going to make sense? I wish someone else could speak for me. What if no one is listening.

Well…. it was a little late to back down, it was a little late to say I wasn’t speaking that Sunday. I breathed a small prayer to myself and said “Lord, use me and speak through me. Amen”

That tripped changed my life. It changed who I was. It changed how I viewed things. It changed who I wanted to be. I’ve always wanted to serve, and I’ve always wanted to give. It’s just who I am. I am very thankful God created me that way.

As I am speaking and pouring my heart out and sharing my story, my testimony. God spoke to me as I was speaking and said “You better get use to this, because one day Jamie..you will reach the world through speaking and writing.”  Even though I was speaking and they were so in tune with what I was saying, God was still speaking to me as I was speaking to them.

I’ve known since the age of 19 that I was called to the ministry. A ministry through writing and speaking. God has made that clear to me. Now, I have to say I have fought it off and on. I wanted to do Grad school, but didn’t think I was good enough, or didn’t think I would pass my classes. God gives you the knowledge that you need, when he has placed something before you.

God has placed before me a vision and a dream. I cannot share all of my DREAM with you, but I do know that it is going to be something spectacular!! Never say never, always go above and beyond your expectations. Be the change that you want to see in the world. Change one life at a time and answer Gods call on your life. It all starts when you let go of yourself and your wants, and say Yes, to Gods Call On Your Life!!

Blessings,

J

Learning the hard way!

We are all faced with life decisions from time to time. Some decisions can have an impact on our life forever, some for a short time, and some maybe just a brief moment. I’ve had to learn the hard way most of my life, due to the fact that I am very stubborn and hardheaded and tend to not always listen.

I was in the 7th grade and played volleyball for Spencer Middle School. This particular day my mom had asked me to not have anyone at the house while she was in faculty senate (meetings). I said: OK.  I did not listen. I pretty much invited the entire volleyball team over to the house and got in trouble. I had to turn my volleyball uniform in because I was being disobedient. At that time it was the only thing that I really cared about. I loved sports and that was a way my mother could get my attention, so I turned my uniform in. I was bummed, but I look back and if I would have listened, I wouldn’t have had to turn my uniform in. It was a hard lesson.

Learning the hard way for me as help mold me and make me into the person I am. I’m thankful that I had a mother that cared, and showed me love through discipline. Times weren’t always easy, but you learn not to do it the next time around.

God doesn’t want us to fall short and learn the hard way. You see he has a calling for us all, whether we answer it; it is completely up to us. Sometimes you have to give up what means the most to you so that you can complete the will of God. I’m often told to not let distractions and excuses get in your way of your dreams. I was told to DREAM BIG!!   You see sometimes in life we are faced with the most difficult decisions. Just because things don’t turn out the way you are expecting them too, does not mean that it will not come back around. If you honor God and honor his calling on your life. Nothing else will matter, everything will fall into place the way it is meant to be.

Folks don’t learn the hard way, but know that everything works out for good to those that love the Lord. People will judge you, put you down, that will criticize you, some will constantly tell you are doing wrong, don’t put yourself in a situation where you cannot answer your calling. God knows best and when he wakes you up all hours of the night, he is trying to protect you from learning the hard way. Be strong in your faith and never let someone get in the way of your calling.

The choice is yours. What do you choose?

Thankful!

~J

“Grilled Cheese and a Dill Pickle” Chapter 1 “Seek Him” 2/28/2010

“Seek Him”

Psalm 9:10 (NIV) “Those who know your name will trust in you, for you, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek you.”

Have you ever thought about how much God really loves you? How much he put his life on the line? I know that I haven’t always made the right decisions in life, but it seems that when you make mistakes in life that is how you grow and become a better person. I’d like to think that I’ve turned out pretty well (not bragging or anything).

The most important thing that I’ve been taught in my life is to seek God with all of my heart. I have struggles just like everyone else. I’m far from “perfect” but I know that there is a God that loves us so much that would die on the cross for our sins. I also know that in today’s society “people are searching for love, for something bigger and better.” We need to tell them about Jesus. It is our duty as Christians to step out of our comfort zone and take the message of Christ to a different level, to not be afraid to spread the Gospel of Christ.

I’m writing this book in memory of an Amazing Woman of God. She was a wife, mother, sister, grandmother, great-grandmother, and great, great grandmother.She loved people, loved her family, and most of all loved Jesus more than anything in the world. When things got rough for my grandmother, she always seemed to have a positive attitude, and I truly think that was because she had put all her trust in the Lord. She knew, he would take care of her.

One of the last things that my grandmother told me before she died was: “Jamie, I love you and serve God with all of your heart.” The one thing that has inspired me most of all about my grandmother is that she never once gave up “HOPE.” She served God with all her heart. I don’t know if I can ever take her place, or even carry her torch, but I do know that I will do my best to serve God with all of my heart.

I will always miss you “Grams”, but you are with the King having the best time of your life. This book is my gift to you. You always told me God gave me a passion and gift to write, so I’ll give it a shot. I love you grams.

Love ya,

Jamie Michelle.

“Serve God With All Of Your Heart”

No Excuses. No Distractions.

Happy Thursday!!

You cannot change what has already happened. You cannot go back in time, however I think that would be really awesome. Do not say that you CAN’T, but say that you can. Do not let your surroundings DISTRACT you, but surround yourself with people who will be a good influence on your life.

I am speaking from my own experiences. We can get so busy and this can cause a distraction. Then this distraction will cause us to make excuses. Don’t get so busy in life that you forget your FOCUS. God has great things ahead of you, you just have to TRUST him.

I work 3 jobs, and am a full-time grad school student. I am not telling this to brag, but I am telling you this because I like to stay busy. I don’t like to have down time.  This summer I had the opportunity to go to Colorado for a few days with my sister. I think that is quietest I have been in a long time. To soak up and meditate on the big things, or just be still so that you can hear Gods voice. There are times in life that we can get so busy, that we cannot hear Gods voice, we cannot hear him because we are so busy with our life. So busy with the distractions that we have caused in our life.

God wants us to make time for him. He wants us to allow him to speak to us, and he cannot do this if we are so busy. My challenge for you is to “BE STILL” and trust me I realize I am speaking the CHOIR when I am saying this. Speak Trust over your life and make TIME for GOD and be STILL!!

I’m learning, it is a slow process, but I am learning to be STILL and PATIENT. Thank you for reading my blog and thank you for your encouraging words.

~Jamie

Accepting the Challenge!

In life we are all faced with different challenges, some may bigger than others. I am currently in my first semester of grad school. I am studying journalism, mass media, broadcasting/communications. I never thought I would be doing as well as what I am. I don’t think I have ever had a perfect score in an entire semester. I know for a fact I’ve never had the highest grade in a class until now.

You see a wise friend once told me ” J, when are you going to start doing for yourself instead of doing for others” All my life I have done for others and focused on what they needed. I never really took the time to focus on “Jamie”

Sometimes we can be so scared and let our fears take over what we are supposed to be doing. We can keep running, but never make any head way. I’m so blessed that I have planted myself in Roswell, America. I have the most amazing Christian friends a girl could ask for, I attend an awesome church, I love serving and my church family has become like family to me. I am so blessed!

There are times that we have to step out of our comfort zone and accept the challenge God has before us. You will always have people in your life telling you can’t do something, or why are you wasting your time. Then you will have sisters, family, friends, pastors, that will encourage you and tell you to DREAM BIG!! To set your expectations high and to never lose HOPE, but to have FAITH that ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE WITH CHRIST!!

You see folks, my dream and passion is to write. To write Christian Books, to one day create a magazine for Christian Families, to travel that world sharing Gods word. I am willing to accept the challenge of people putting me down, telling me that I am not going to succeed, I accept the challenge. My eyes are focused on the prize!!  God will help me overcome any challenge that is before me. I will conquer anything and everything that comes my way.

You may have a challenge before you, it could be work related, church related, family related, you may have a dream within you that people are telling your that you should not do it. I’m going to challenge you to accept the challenge, move forward, and know that you can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens you. God doesn’t give us more than we can handle, he gives us what he knows we can handle.

Friends don’t be afraid to step out of your comfort zone and DREAM BIG!!!  When you are planted, everything just keeps falling into place. When you cont., to run from Gods calling, life gets messy and it’s hard to clean up.

Accept the Challenge!!

~J

The Thunder Roars!

As I am sitting here listening to the storm. It brings me back to a time when I was a kid and we were sitting outside on the porch swinging with my mom. As kids we may or may not have been a little scared of the thunder. A mom always has a way of calming her children. We would sit outside and watch the lightening, rain, and listen to the thunder.

My mom would calm us down by telling us that “Jesus was bowling again, or he was rearranging his furniture.” Silly, stuff to calm us down and to use our imagination. She also would sing ” Till the Storm Passes Over” Now I don’t remember all of the words, but the ones that I do remember every time it storms I am reminded of the song my mother use to sing to us.

Till the storm Passes Over, Till the thunder sounds no more, hold me safe till the storm passes over.  I know that is probably not how it goes, or maybe just even a bit of it or it may be in the wrong order.

I have to think that that all of the storms that we face in life and everything that we are going through… God is going through that battle with us, we are not alone.

As my mother would calm us by singing that song. The best part of it all is that our heavenly father can calm us all of the time, if we would just allow him to. You see, even though I love my mother and I know she loves me. One day she will be called home to join Jesus. Yes, I will have the memories, but the most important thing that she has taught my brother and I is to surrender to God. To love and serve him with all of our heart. Even when the thunder roars, and you feel that you can’t go on or you have no one. You will always have your heavenly father to carry the load.

Don’t let the storms of life take over, but trust and know that Jesus is the answer to what ever you are facing.

Thanks mom for always teaching us the love of Christ and being the example for us. When things got rough, you always leaned on the master. For that I am blessed!

Blessings,

J

Finding the END!!

Have you ever been lost?  Have you went on a trip and went down a wrong road? Have you ever just felt lost and hopeless?  Have you ever just been so scared that you just wanted things to fade into the distance? Have you ever just wanted to find the end?

I have to say that I could personally get lost anywhere. I have no sense of direction. I have to say that I have gone on a trip and got lost, because I did take the wrong road. I have to say that I have felt lost and hopeless. I have to say that I have felt scared and have wanted things to fade into the distance. I have to say that I have just wanted to find the end.

I want to be the first person to tell you that you are not alone. Whatever you are going through, just know you are not alone.

As I was walking through a corn maze this weekend. I couldn’t help but to really reflect after the maze was finished, how I actually felt during the maze. At times I was scared, at times I was laughing, at times I felt lost, at times I really just wanted to get out of the maze. You see we as humans we want to find the end to the madness. We don’t want to face the reality that we need help or we can do this all on our own.  If it wasn’t that we all were helping each other through the maze, we may still be out there. We were searching for the end.

When we finally found the end I was so excited!! I was so thankful that we were not in the maze anymore. I was over excited with joy and glad it was over.

You see folks. God wants to help you find the end. He wants to carry your load. He wants to help you find an end to the madness you are carrying inside of you. The doubts, fears, the feeling of not belonging, the feeling of discouragement, the feeling of hopelessness, the feeling that you can’t write another paper, whatever you are dealing with, going through, he wants to help you find the finish line.

I’m a runner! As a runner your goal is to reach the finish line strong. That may mean crawling, walking, running, sprinting… However, it takes you; you will do whatever it takes to reach the finish line.

God gave his life for us so that we don’t have to do everything by ourselves. He wants to do it for us. I know you all may think that I haven’t had my struggles, but I have. I am far from perfect. God can help you find the end to your problems. He doesn’t want us to be lukewarm, he wants us to be on fire for him. He wants to stir us up.  My prayer for you is that you’d let this awesome God be your guide,and that you’d lay everything at the foot of his cross and surrender to him.  God will heal you and restore you. He’s got great things for your life. You just have to answer the call. The choice is yours, but it has to be something you want.

Lord,

I pray for whoever is reading this that whatever is going on in their life. That you will allow them to give everything to you. I pray that they surrender to you and that they are made fresh and new. I pray that you would heal their hurt, their lives, I pray and ask all of this in your precious name. Amen.

Be Blessed!

Jamie

“Draw near to thee and he will draw near to you” James 4:8

Miracles

The year was 1983. The month was August. It was the 15th day. This little girl came into the world that was not supposed to live. The doctors had no hope, but her family sure did. Her grandfather knew great things were in store and that Jesus would heal his granddaughter.

Doctors told this little girls mother that she should just let her be and put her in a mental institute and let her be. She wasn’t going to make it and if she did she would just be a vegetable. They said, she will not walk, talk, hear, see, speak. She will not survive.

God had other plans. This little girls grandfather was the very first person to hold her. While, he was holding her in his big arms, he prayed just a little prayer that God would heal his granddaughter if it was his will.

Days were clicking off. Doctors could not believe their eyes. The little girl was slowly getting better, day by day. They were in shock. This little girls family knew the ultimate healer.

If you believe anything is possible. They believed that God was the answer and healer. This little girl has had many challenges in her life. She’s had 15 surgeries, has 3 degrees, is working on her 4th. For all those people who said she wouldn’t make it, she is a living testimony. She is a miracle.

You see folks. That little girl is me. I was not supposed to live, walk, talk, see, they all lost all of their hope. Through faith my family prayed, and expected God to heal. Life is not always easy, it’s not always fun and games, life has some very challenging hurdles that you have to face. The choice is yours whether or not you are going to tuck tail and run, or you are going to face the giants.

I’ve run lots of times when the giants were so big that I didn’t think I could overcome them, but I’ve learned that running gets you know where because that giant is going to follow you everywhere if you don’t face it.

God has great things for your life if you allow him to help you. You see that little girl has run marathons, triathlon, played college basketball, ran college track, traveled the world, that little girl has a desire to serve others and even though I’m not that same little girl anymore, in my eyes I will always be a miracle, because God wanted me to live so that I can share what a blessing you can be if you allow yourself to be.

Never think that you are too much for God. With God all things are possible.

Blessed to be a Blessing,

J

Letting GO!

Letting go can be one of the hardest things you will ever do. I remember it was November 24, 2009. I was sitting on the couch in Spencer, WV. My grams had been sick for a long time, we all new the days were clicking off. She was an amazing woman of God. It was about 8:20 pm, my phone rang; it was my mom. She called to tell me that my “Grams” had passed away. I cried for days. I was so angry and mad at God for taking her away.

My grams and I had the most unique bond. We were two peas in a pod. I lived with her for almost 6 years right out of high school. If it wasn’t for her I would have never went to college, but she had always told me she never had the opportunity and she was living her dream through me. She always gave me the confidence I need to march on. She always encouraged me to DREAM BIG!!  To always keep God in the center of my life and anything would be possible, because everything is possible with Christ.

When my grams went home to be with the Lord. I guess for months I was just lost. I still to this day remember her home phone number. I remember the taste of her spaghetti, the small of her pumpkin pies, the taste of her pork chops, her laughter, I can see her smile, when I look in the mirror I see my grams in me. I see that God placed her kind and sweet spirit that she had in me. She never met a stranger. She was a prayer warrior. I often wonder where I would be in life if my “Grams” hadn’t of planted a seed in me.

You see there comes a time in life when it is our time to go. November 24, 2009, was when Jesus came and took her home to be with him. I had to come to the realization that I had to let her go, but even though I let her go and she is no longer here, I will always have the memories of her.

In order to grow in Christ, sometimes we have to “Let GO” we have to let go of the things in life that weigh us down, bring hurt, sometimes you have to take out the bad people in your life, and start fresh. God has great things for us, but he doesn’t want us to hold on to the baggage. He wants us to “Let Go!!” He wants all of us, not just part of us.

If there is something that is weighing you down and stopping you from surrendering to Gods call, I pray that you will “Let Go”  God can take away all your pain, hurt, fears. He can restore you with good memories, and take away all of the hurtful memories. I am so blessed that I have the memories of my “Grams” I hope that one day I can be the example that she was to me for someone else.

Be Blessed!!

J