After not writing for years, I reopened my Blog, to share thoughts, encourage others, and to be who I’m created to be. Often I’m at a loss for words, my mind wonders, the pain I’ve endured over the last few months of losing two students has radically messed with my ability to process life, as I often wonder why.
When I teach, all I see is my students face before me. The pain, I’m experiencing is at times unbearable. I often do not share my feelings, I’m a person who loves to laugh, have a good time, I’m a Free Spirit, blunt, ask lots of questions and am often misunderstood for my kindness and gentle spirit.
After losing two students, I want to be more intentional, be more involved with those I care about, yet, I find myself in a situation where you try, yet, the doors keep closing. I’m knocking, but yet, the doors are locked.
People get scared with people being intentional, some think there are motives behind your purpose, and often you might be misunderstood. It’s not about caring anymore, it’s about the role you play.
Life is often to short and people don’t always have the right motives. What if people took the time to really understand you as a person, what would the world be like? It’s not about who you are, but about what you are doing with your purpose.
I, personally am a dreamer. I dream big, it often scares people, but I’m the type of person who dreams it to reality. I want to be a person who lives life to the fullest, who has no regrets, and overcomes every obstacle I’m faced with. I want to be the bigger person, and always keep peace.
What if, we are called to be different and stand out from the crowd. The truth is, we are called to be different, we are called to be world changers. Life and death is in the power of the tongue. I believe things come to pass because you speak it into existence.
Speak life into your pain. Speak life into your tears even when you feel like you are failing. Speak life into learning to overcome.
Life is hard and it will knock you down, but Jesus will life you up and he loves us so much. Nothing is impossible!
If you want change; you have to be the change!
Don’t stop being who you are because obstacles are in the way!
Blessings,
Doc J
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